Giggle and grin and you may as well mean it. Don't say I'm tired. Don't say Fuck you. Don't say I hate you this is bullshit I'm sorry but I've never liked you. Don't hum your sad little tune. Say It's so nice to meet you. You have the choice to forget about it, so l e t i t g o -to sludge and sog and shrivel. If it's work, don't hate yourself for committing to the job, just do it and think about the next one. Get the f u c k on with it. If it's money, don't kill yeself for the 40dolla tights, just w e a r them. If it's uni, well it's not the end of life as we know it if you decide it 'just isn't for you', but don't be a dick, l o v e your course. If it's love, don't spend 15 years pondering the white tshirt he had on that day and what might have happened if he'd picked a jumper and you hadn't seen him.
Don't do that. Bitterness is unattractive. Girl you better dan dis.
The focus of this post is a bit erratic, I know. It's late and there's a full moon, so who knows what forces are overtaking. I'm bare smiling because it's practically impossible to become a crank if you're smiling. On the other hand, fuck that, I'm a crank tonight. I'm both happy and sad and still figuring out how that can be.
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